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Thursday 29 November 2018
Ascension
The game of life
When is life good enough you say ...
Why the drama you say ...
Well.... let me tell you why
I want to break the mould
Let go of the old
In this true intention ... sometimes there is chaos
An uncomfortable space
Resistance
Crazy projections
Sickness
Emotional instability
As the body adjusts
To its new capabilities
As the ego clings
Pain
Fear
Yes I shed a tear !
A death !
But there is rebirth !
No hiding spaces
Labour pains
They can last a while !
When a women gives birth
Her pelvis can literally crack
Should she remain politely quiet
For a pat on the back
Well done you stayed calm !
Sitting on your lotus flower emanating your healing balm
No she screams
She pants
She moves her body in rhythmic motion
I made a LIFE !
I AM LIFE
It requires a FIRE
It requires COURAGE
It requires a surrender to a primordial force that cannot be contained in any human who lives to truly come alive
Not just survive !
I will not be conformed
I will not apologise for the fire in my belly
For wanting more passion for wanting deep union
For wanting deep communion
To fill my senses
To feel my body alive
To awaken to the holy spirit...
I will not apologise for any part of me that dares ...in this stifling fucking patriarchial society
to show her face and breath ....life !
I have a voice
Sometimes I want to scream
Wake up !
Sometimes on this paradoxical journey to this place where we remain ...looking for a road
We realise we have travelled far from our abode. Then we look again and realise it isn’t true
As we truly are the witness of everything we do
Sometimes in this there is great peace
At other times
It seems great release
Sometimes in this
There is great hunger passion and fire as the emerging consciousness
Takes us higher
It’s not a sweet and simple path
But worthy all the same
There is no LIFE in playing safe
Like a pawn in someone else’s game
If I’m scared I’m gonna say it
If I’m vulnerable I show it
If I’m angry .. sorry your gonna feel it
you are on that journey too
Light and dark
I’m done with being the good person
The kind person
The nice person everyone expects to see ... responsive to every whim
Draining my energy
The Essence of all those parts come with ease when I’m truly free ...
I know that YOU SEE...too
So I’m not trying anymore to impress
ANYONE ... not even you
I’m just going to be me
if I offend ... so it be
And all those little pieces that
Were hidden deep ... I set them free
When is life good enough you say
I say every second of every day
So LIVE IT
outside of comfort ..
And be it
Why the drama ?
Let me say it clearly now
To emerge from the mundanity
The sameness... the comfortable dead spaces we create
The 9-5
Polite conversations with no life
Television on
Glued to phones
Sat on the Xbox ... zoned ...out
Gone
disconnected
Protected
From feeling
Resistant to deep healing
Distractions
Reactions
Addictions
Flirtations with the passing ...
No conscious intent
Words that pacify
Gratify the ego
Niceties
No hunger ...no fire for life
If you want to fall in love with your wife ....everyday
Take her out of the box you’ve projected
As I take you out of mine ...
Play
Meet the new in each other every day
Every morning
Search ...look ...inquire
Pay attention
Be inspired
Choose to find your muse ...again ....and again ....and again ....no ending
Spontaneity... eye contact ...fun ...laughter
Where have they gone
As we sleep back to back
Hoping one day to get back on track
Why not now
Right this minute
Why the fear to say what we feel
It can’t kill us !
Why the resistance
I can take it
Your not on a pedestal
You can’t fall
I’ll love you no matter what
It can be no other way
No matter what you say
Transformation can come in an instant !
Or is the love gone ..
As you silently judge
Sat on your self righteous throne
Alone
It’s not a nice place to be
It feels safe but inhibits true intimacy
I know I go there too
True intimacy ... what does it mean
To be intimate and true to self
True to all parts
Allowing each their expression
Each their confession
And Some paths have to be walked alone
You can share a vision and seeds can be sewn
Yet each ones journey must be their own ...
The journey from the mind to the heart
Takes a lifetime and a second
There’s no safe and comfortable spaces when you hunger for true union with God
When you burn like this
When your whole life freedom has been ringing in your ears
There is only temporary amnesia
When is life good enough you say
I say
When we fully awaken
And not a moment before !
Then we know love that surpasses every tired expectation ...
Leanne 2018
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