As Rumi says let the winds of heaven dance between us

My love for you is in the moment ... it is now.... not a future projection but an expression of the integrated heart moment to moment

No holding ... no yearning ...no wanting ...

Peace....


Let us not make any false promises
That come from the ego and refuse to let go causing confusion
And disillusion

No distractions ... reactions to words
Bordering on absurd
High expectations
Stilted relations

I will not look to you to fill the void that resides inside of me ...
Tempting as it may be ...


I wrote this once many years ago
And now I realise ...
The truth of it !
The commitment we make is to our own heart
We cannot sustain anything but
The journey to the heart from the mind
All other promises will only bind
To love another is to be fully aligned
And trust in the real self is the ultimate find ....

How do I know this ... because fear and insecurity has held me tight
I’ve tried to cling to hold with all my might ...to ones I love

What would I do when this love is gone
Will my heart break ...

Questions ....doubts
Resistance ...projections
The maya of the mind
Clinging to all it can find ....

Yet the beauty of life and all its turns
Means even the yearning
Can come to fruition
Can be the flowering of consciousness
If we simply breath and observe ...

For this this wanting, this holding however it manifests has been the catalyst to unravel a deeper unrest
The unrest embedded in the dark corners of the mind

That fear, separation of any kind
Yet it is fear and doubt that separate
Like a cancer that grows and distorts the truth
But now I see it ... it’s become so clear
An uncomfortable moment ...
Becomes the push to go deep ...

It loses its power as I draw near to the love that is ME.... that is us ..that is ALL
And how have I come to see ..
Because my trust I thought tested
Pushed me deeper on my journey
I saw the parts that have played the story
The poor me,the aloof, the strong and wise one
Yet beyond the story and the parts I saw God in GLORY

I SEE
I AM
The isness as Mooji might say....

And the love in me manifests you
And you have loved and still love too
your love has helped me to truly trust
That whatever happens in life
I AM ENOUGH

I SEE
That your love
As is mine is not dependant
On transient experiences
or the ego identity
An expression of love forever
Is a beautiful expression
Yet still it exists in the moment ...
As an expression of the moment

There are no guarantees
And this is good
It turns our hearts truly inwards
To find the love and depth
That can only be found within
To stand on ones own promise
And not the consistency of our fellow kin

In this way love flows forever
Yet makes no guarantees
It’s fresh
It’s alive
It moves and grows
It shapes it nurtures ....
And when ones day it’s time to part
This love will still be
Like a work of art
Painted on the walls of eternity

No fear ...
No insecurity .....

For love is a house not even death can knock down